Decisions....

I hate making some decisions.. Mostly those that involve money.. Like right now.. I have to decide the following.. Do I let the nimrod surgeon attempt to 'smooth' the ends of the incisions? Do I take him up on the offer of free augmentation if I want it? Do I think he's the worst surgeon in the world? Or is he merely so-so?

Oh, hell.. I don't know what to do.. Do I want to try and sue? I could probably get some $$ but it would never put it back right.. And then, would it be settled in a timely manner or would it drag on for years while I live with the things he said he'd fix? Been told it's not as bad as I think it is.. Been told it's worse.. Have no objective opinion.. Doctors appear to be in collusion.. Lots of 'hmm' and 'ooh' but no 'it is screwed up'... 'Would have handled it differently' and 'I need to understand the reasoning why X was done' is what I'm hearing....

I'm so aggravated with the medical profession right now I can't stand it..